A Normal Mummy's Fear?

I was writing about how there is still so much to do with so little time before the baby arrives and it's finally occurred to me that perhaps the real fear behind all this is not so much what I will achieve or fail to achieve, but the thought that I will no longer have any "me" time for myself. I feel rather selfish to think this way when my baby isn't even born, but when I look at my friends with kids, I do wonder if they still manage to have any solo time.

I know that children bring with them many wonders and joys. At the same time, I've always been a person who relishes my own personal space and private time. I feel awful even writing this because it might even seem that I am resentful of my newborn taking up too much of my time even before he's born. I mean, how could any mother write something like this? Does this make me a bad mother?

Of course, I love my baby. He is the most precious being to me. Perhaps that is why I feel the conflict that I should even have such thoughts in my head...